what I want for Christmas? even if it doesn't bother.

1. Get an eyeball tattoo.

2. Get a nipple pierce.

3. insert horn into my forehead.

4. Tattooing all over my surface.

5. Split my tongue.

6. Stretch my ear.

7. My friends do the same.

8. My friends and I organise a freak show circus together.

P.S. I don't bullshit so easily.

The never make sense post ever..... by hean (that was so rude...FUCK)

So fucking far I'm still fucking alive, holiday fucking kills people.
Thank you Qing and DODO and Szying for keeping me in companies even for just a few fucking hours. I don't like study, I should be fucking happy in the holiday, but even worse...I'm just not that fucking into it, which make me feel sick.

I was walking on the street few days ago, a motherfucker cocksucker bumped me(it's really bumped, not the another meaning "meet by chance"). I was politely apologised to him but he didn't !!! it's not my fault (exactly) , it's his and mine responsibility to apologise to each other, his and my sorry cancel each other out, apparently it was his fault at all !!! I was like " fuck you, asshole" (I thought, I wished I have had to gut to shout it out loud...)

Fuck this holiday for Jesus sake, I don't believe in Jesus because he doesn't believe in me either. The coming Christmas means nothing to me, because we don't snow here, so why should we bother...Kenny Rogers just won't roast Turkey on Christmas eve.

I can't watch TV in the afternoon because I have some fucking agreement with my brother, I have to let him play his stupid motherfucking PS3. It's like every elder brother or sister hates their little annoying brother or sister, because your parents are mostly stick on their side, whatever they do is always right and we're always wrong. Luckily they work till late night, so I don't have to face them all day long.

Fuck Fuck Fuck, the day before the day before yesterday, my dad was checking out the M see if any plug was wrong plugging, We we're trying to fix it...done, it was all done so quickly...because it burned up, another $2000-3000 flew away to buy a new one. I just can't get the fucking idea why is that thing costs so fucking much. Ended up we crying with no tear. OH GREAT......

I'm so fucking glad that my dad's decided to sale his Nissan Sentra, wasting space and my dad hasn't been using it for months. The shock absorber was broken and we couldn't even start the engine...finally get rid of the metal made shit.

Finally I found something to do in this motherfucking stupid holiday---Earning a Starbucks Coffee 2010 Planner by accumulate 11 wish stamps. 1 "wish"stamp is earned on a purchase of a Starbucks grande size beverage, so far I've already collected 4 of them, still have 7 to go. What a fucking tough mission to accomplish.

P.S. I don't speak false language out loud.

Awkward situation / Live the fast lane=bullshit

So YESTERDAY I went back school to get my bro's re-do exam result, I was quite surprised that my bro's promoted...it saves my dad's $10000++ from falling to the great ocean.
I asked Szying if I can have her having my BREAKFAST with me n she agreed. We decided to eat MY breakfast at the Secret Recipe n it was just "FINED".

Yes, right, the situation was kinda awkward becuz we had nothing to talk about, but after that we started to talk about what makes us no topic. She told me that some of her friends were commenting that my eyes were girlish. (Sorry guys, I'm sorry that my eyes are too small for you, I hope you're blind so I don't have to be sorry and you guys don't have to see something that makes you so ill at ease)
After my breakfast Szying's supper I was headed back to school and she needed to be at home in 1 hour in order to prevent her dad from killing/scolding her (it's all for her sake,dear).

Look at her, how innocent she looked. Thank to her for giving me another 4-5 boring hours from another boring day of my freaking life.
She asked me to tuition her English, I was like"Okay, I'm freaking bored...whatever."
We were planing on doing that for 4.30-10.00. But thing just went a bit out of track. After an hour or less of studying, we started to listening to ipod, watching Catherine tate's show on youtube, bulling shit. Ended up we both watching condom commercial on youtube before my dad and her mum arrive.


P.S. haters don't read, hater comment will be deleted. Love you all.

smart ppl can lay eggs??...naah...

i had been waiting for hean more than 2 hours yesterday..
actually it wasn't his fault, we supposed to meet at 1 pm in ph, i went to the dentist tat morning n tat's y making me so early, i kept texting him, making him pressure
staying v qing n fan when their 1 hour lunch time

hean finally made it at 1++pm, we went to secret recipe for hean's lunch, i told hean i had taken my breakfast, lunch n dinner while waiting for him (i had eaten 3 times b4 he reached), so tat'd b my supper..
hean requested me to be a bit considerate towards his wallet, for the reason he's revising eng v qing in old town evening later, i whole-heartedly hoped to order as much as i could...owh, nope... is more than i could eat, so my waiting is still worth, but i was too full

we were lack of topic for the first time, n we started chatting y did we hv ntg to chat

letter from MAXIS was on the table, when i reached my hp no. n the amount beside it, Goodness, my nightmare's coming vy soon...if u guys can't reach my phone tmr onwards, then know why....

every1 is so busy.....working, skul activities, exam

I hv been de one updating this blog most frequently these days

k, stop blogging, wait for my nex post in 2010 ....

经过风风雨雨~

经过补考后的忐忑不安后～

自己发誓～明年不要再补考～因为等补考后的成绩是非常恐怖的感觉～我不喜欢～真的很讨厌～等到想哭～高一忠13个补考～公布成绩前几天大家都睡不好～29/11日那天凌晨3点多~大家都还没睡～忐忑不安的心情～让我那天5点多才睡～我从来不上滨华网的～就因为补考～让滨华网的点阅率提高了～haiz...好有感触～不懂怎样说～what ever,最后大家还是升级了～虽然说要开心～我也觉得要开心～可是为什么已经升级了，却还有人不开心呢？


公布成绩后，大家都在sms～有人在烦到底要不要读下去？有人在烦，明年会不会更难升级，还要不要打拼下去～有人在烦，都不喜欢读书了，要不要往自己的兴趣发展～有人就要转校（因为明年又多了一大堆制度）～今年高2的也有人留级～明年我们就要在一起相处了～会不会习惯也不懂～算了～这就是命中注定～


也不懂怎样形容现在的心情～好沉，好寂寞哦～好想哭...6号又要搬家了～我其实～一点也不想搬～明明过的好好的～又出来打扰我的生活～这里环境很好我很喜欢（虽然蚊子很多）～而且这次是大屋搬小屋～不是一件光荣的事～我现在要澄清一件事～我不有钱～各位，可以不要再说我有钱了好吗～为什么大家都不了解？


还有，现在我希望以后老了住的地方就是我现在住的地方～也希望我快快做工赚到钱后要买回这里的屋子给我爸妈住～这是我希望的～希望没有用～要靠自己去实现～

朋友...我不想再闷在家了好吗？你们可以来约我出去吗？



最近都在追《桃花小妹》...晴...你还没看吗？高潮了～去看吧...开学回去一起讲...大东在里面很帅哦～还有20/12一起去金河吧～看看他本人也不赖（我虽然看过了）嘻嘻～

好啦～这次写很多～我不写不写一些就写多多了～嘻嘻～最后还是很开心可以升级，可以继续跟你们疯～

p/s志豪我已经尽量剩位了...不要在卡掉我的位咯...

iN$omnia

i blog again, as what i told hean, i m suffering from sleeplessness these days, yesterday he phoned to ask me go ph today cos he will be there doing some society work, he's targetting me as his victim, wans me to accompany him in tat boring place...
i asked him whether he has sleeping pills or not, bring few for me, but so bad he doesn't hv, n he asked "contraseptive pills wan or not?"... save it for yourself hean, your need is greater than mine

1. the gal v "V" post = my "gang"??

SHE n I were the only two from mgs who had to go kelas bimbingan (i mentioned it b4 tat time we hanged out) in bm tuition, tat day we were in HQ delta, first time she said 'bye' to me after the class, n nex morning in skul she smiled to me, first time, tat day onwards, she doesnt ask me the 3 same questions she used to ask me for 3 times, SAME QUESTIONS, 3 TIMES!!! she chatted other topic v me

when i told yin li about tat, she laughed n said, "so lucky la u sze ying, she must be thinking ' dia gang' saya, same gang so treat u nicer", watever, i treat everyone the same

then de 3 ladies behind, i knew them when i was form 1, anyway, don't care about them, karefe only, the "V'' post gal's watak sampingan

2. my senior when prefect probation

1/12...today is her b'day..imagine how did she get along v me, a sarcastic n annoying person..

" u harrrr..terrible girl la.." , " sze ying sze ying, u r soooo mean", "sze yiiiiinnngg, u make me wan to pengsan dy", "hey gal, i'm sooooo worried..can u be serious a bit? u can brief or not? dun play la"

i hv listened these over hundred times until i can memorize it now..i did not want to make her life so easy....anyway, she said she had most fun n enjoyed most v me among all her juniors.... *showing off*

3. dis gal, the 1st one in the left...i dunno much about her, but i like her VERY much...

4. (yin li, short hair white shite) the crazy gal sitting nex to me in class

she is damn smart n hardworking, make me feel one thousand elephants r sitting on me, i refused to talk to her for few months in the beginning of year, cos i hate smart ppl, but it doesnt matter, cos she absent 3-4 days every week, anyway, i dunno since when i crap a lot v her, not feeling tat pressure anymore n bcame closer v her..she is quite nice

i curi those photos from somewhere, (the arrows i drew aren't clear), my first post about mgs-ians..

my longest post

i was thinking how to waste my "life" after physic tuition this evening, so i made a phone call to qing asking where was she, cos she will be in skul for extra english classes(7 hours per day) for these two weeks, this silly girl got 59 for her english exam while the passing mark is 60, wat a waste, n now, she has to attend the stupid classes n resit de exam this friday
, i kept making fun of her, asked her learn more from me so tat she won't b so 'cha' (my english is also quite bad, but slightly better than hers)

'me arr...near OGM(i dunno wth is tat, she explained it to me, but i still dun understand)'
'u not in skul? dun hv english class today arr?'
'got, but ended d, at 3, now on the way going back'
'owh, ok la..bye'
'weih, y r u calling me'
'wan to treat u eat, but u hv edi gone back'
'huh??? really? y u so nice? tell me earlier mah, then i dun go back'
'i got too much money, dunno how to spend'
'then tmr we go eat la'
'no, for today only, actually later got bm tuition, so now i hv one n half hour, dunno where to go..u going back everyday?'
'yea, my mum fetch me'
'wow, your mum's car using water to operate arr? y dun stay in hostel?'
'is my aunt's car owh'
'then yr aunt's car use water one la??'
'y use water owh?' **retarded**
'cos petrol vy expensive, ur mum comes to klang from puchong 2 times everyday for so many days..'

then i walked around n did ntg, i didnt go to bm tuition cos dad was late to fetch me, but is ok, my whole brain was thinking about skating, movie n playing only, no point sitting in the class but not concentrating

few minutes ago, hean texted me n blamed me
'why did u tell qing her eng is bad? she cried on me..'
'sorry lurh, ntg else to talk mah..nvm la..her EQ is gud, is she ok?'
'i was just kidding..actually i did the same then she told me u did too'
'shit la u'

p.s. all the best qing, prove to us, n sorry for being so sarcastic