青春無敵

來台灣已有三個月之久，到了現在才明白什麼是青春，而且還要拼命揮灑才叫無敵。

前幾天和一班朋友騎車上武嶺，這真的是我第一次騎來回快5個多小時的車，而且還跑山路，讓我見識到什麼是髮夾彎和學會了什麼是壓車過彎。上山的路根本是靠反光片來看，眼前的霧都把安全帽的防風鏡給弄蒙，情急之下把它打開，打在眼裡更是難受。我現在技術超強的說。
 
爬到一半時，路縮小成一條，溫度降到6度，超冷超冷超冷！還好有戴手套要不然手肯定麻掉狂摧油......我沒有誇張，霧大到騎車是很像tron legacy醬，就只看到光在走，但抬頭是還是看到滿天星空和一個我不記得的星座，不知不覺，那危險的死亡公路變得越來越微不足道。到了武嶺，氣溫3-4度，超感動。

出發之前我朋友在三確認我會騎了才讓我出發，事實證明，我安全回來了。不太會騎的，不推此活動。

也許我很熱血，或不怕死。不，我超怕死，上次背著阿蕭摔車的經歷還歷歷在目，為什麼我不能像她醬可以選擇性失憶？也許是人在國外，束縛少了些，膽變得更大了。

和台灣人的關係？我超融入的說。和大馬人的關係？也超好，不像一些人很像與大馬同學會脫節，一年才出現一次。

如果我選擇留在KL讀書，以我性格，可能會一直和一些fair weather friends去跑趴，酒吧等。以為自己過著很逍遙和成年的生活。在這裡，活動？瘋狂衝一波，開始計劃著考駕照（機車），打工買車環島的夢。平時沒事也去參加一些有的沒的社團活動，話說我又要籌備接下來僑聯祭祖活動的表演......馬來西亞與台灣的大學文化，真的差很多。

最後，要給你一些忠告，不要整天喝酒，跑夜店，好的不學壞的學，知道嗎？得空就去爬爬山，踩下青，知道嗎？做些比較健康的活動，也不要每天shopping，拍有的沒的，這樣沒有人會羨慕哦～

P.S I miss us.

發騷

好吧，一個月又醬子過去了，來了台灣2個月，流過幾滴想家的淚就只有自己知道。
我自認為是個很倔強的人，什麼都沒有，就只有很硬的～～～脖子。

來這裡，壓力大，怕趕不上別人。微積分，打算修多幾年了，大家不要擔心，如果不能，轉系好了，反正沒差。下半年我就狂修通識課。

我怕的就是明年不能和現在室友同房，因為很像要依院所分房。如果散了，就得變獨行俠，我不怕，麻煩的是沒人可以載恁伯下山買飲料～而且這寢室風氣很好，大家都在想辦法省錢，我已經吃了三個星期的牛奶玉米片了。

總結來說，我蠻喜歡這裡環境，就埔里，小地方，沒地方花錢。
 其實這小鎮，沒有很差，可以說要什麼有什麼，nike，adidas，hairbox，50嵐，炎術，三商巧福，......你想到的都有，就是沒有ochado和chatime，ochado是不為人知的馬來贗品，而chatime這種冷門飲料就只有台北在賣。

飲料嘛，馬來西亞在賣的chatime，中杯日出奶茶RM4.90, 加珍珠/波霸要加RM1，這裡大杯奶茶管你加不加才賣NTD45，大家還是喝TEH TARIK好了，不要助長那些連鎖飲料歪風。

日月潭，風景超美，沒來過的馬來糕們，有機會可以來看看那藍綠清澈的湖泊和買買那些坑人的紀念品。哥我去到想到都會吐了。

好想去台北找熙農，翰立這些咔。就.....就......對啊。

來這裡兩個月去過兩次台中，每次都花3000塊以上，幹！數一數錢包，手都會軟，工又沒在打了，錢又花多了，怕到晚餐要在磨腦吃啥，炸醬麵30塊，番茄豬肉拉麵60塊 ......好吧，就吃意麵35塊吧。宵夜？目前吃歐趴餅好了～

 聽台灣人說我們僑生出手都很快，我就想，當然快啊，不繳等下被送回國怎麼辦？

昨日，大家1點多爬上床，不懂誰開始講話，大家就聊天，聊到國民黨，民進黨，陳水扁A錢，東馬西馬差別，難吃的台灣美食......聊到3點，讓我想起中學時也幹過這回事，蠻爽的，就.........聊開啦～對啊。




P.S 微積分真的很雞掰。

Taiwan

Why I came here to study? Simply put, my parents cannot afford me to go to Western/or other English region countries, but I desperately wanted to feel international, so I ended up here.

So don't ask me why I'm here not there.

B4 I'm here, I'd like to think I'm gonna rock their world. In fact, very much I did.
Maybe it's the culture or something, they're oddly polite, I was so fascinated the first time I met my Taiwanese roommates, the way they talk can simply melt you.

So I started working at the school canteen, Jesus, I have to put on the most pretentious smile I know to match the normality, and adding the loudest politeness I have left in my throat " 烏龍面好了～喲～".

Sometimes I like to think "This is shit", but then I think, every great men have their struggle and hard early years. Or maybe I'm just consoling myself......

No matter how good the relationship you and your college friends are, somewhere somehow inside, there's an emptiness that cannot be filled. Because he/she will always have his/her best high school friends that you don't know, just like I have you guys.

The saddest part of coming here would be leaving  when I graduated, not that or maybe I, will ever gonna miss this place, it's the people here, the ones I've met and the ones I've never met. Maybe it's soon for me to say since I've only been here for 1 month.

Let's talk about my roommate, so there's one Malaysian fellow from Kelantan who has been helpful and an activities companion, and there are 2 Taiwanese, 2 of them are huge on LOL, but one is geeky and one is well, I think, visionary.

So many diversities to take in....it's been a long long long time since last time I blogged.



P/S I LOVE US.

2012奥运

有谁可以告诉我今年（2012）的奥运有哪个部分比08的好看？我找不到。。。

在youtube看完了2012奥运开幕，当然运动员入场是skip掉的。
这次的开幕好像没什么亮点，越想越不甘心感觉好像在浪费时间，如果买票进场我一定会后悔到爆！！还好没有半夜爬起来看。。。

看报纸，7人点圣火是反传统，但是最后点燃的圣火会像08奥运酱一直保存到比赛结束吗？如果会该怎么保存呢？酱“大把”！！

不懂要写什么了，bye bye吧！！晚安！！=,=

Gay

m'i look like a gay?


step into the elevator saw 2 "orang hitam"
1 of them asked me: r u homosexual?(it's shocking me)
me(acting like dunno wat it means): har??
orang hitam(keep asking me): r u homosexual?
me: har?
orang hitam(again): r u homosexual?
me: har? wat's it mean?
orang hitam: gay!!r u gay?
me: no!!
orang hitam: why?
me: why wan!??
orang hitam: dunno?

 luckily, after passing few floors, got some people come in.

I'd always wanted to be an actor

 

 Don't pretend this doesn't turn you on.

I always wanted to be an actor but entertainment industry here is so fucked up, basically non-child/muslim friendly materials will never be air on tv, just watch HBO, every kiss longer than 5 secs originally in the movie is cut.

It's 21st century hello! So-called religious leader! I believe everyone appreciates a hot kiss session! Don't tell me you didn't wank yourself before.

There's a phrase to call those people,oh right, it's "hypocrite".

I know most of you don't watch National TV channel,who does? but if you turn to those channels,you'll always see those terribly edited "self-priding" commercial, people waving flags,army marching and shit.You can even see those commercial on bus,few students stand up and explain their background =_= ...YEAH!! with these poorly made advertisements, our goverment once again proved they embrace diversity whole-heartedly.

But guess what,we people want real action,not just oral action. Blow job is not always satisfying. We the people,want more.Give us orgasm!

People have no right to voice opinion,where's the democracy? people should really stop compromising already.

This country is so fucked up, if I get the chance, I will leave and never look back.

P.S I'm just pissed,that's all.

Cheer you up

We're not getting any younger. The feeling of wearing a school uniform is so surreal,isn't it?

College is good,everyone goes.Those who don't go,it's cool too,I wish all the best for you.

God knows what will happen in 10 years.
I'm 18 now,and I like to tell ppl I'm 18 because I was born in December.
I feel good at this stage of my life,and frankly I have no idea if I can make it through college,but it's ok.He who created Google dropped out of college too.

If you're troubled now,it's going to be fine,remembered what you've been through this past years? have you not overcame all those shits?

And now you're standing here like a survivor.(or sitting infront of your computer)

So to all my friends out there who are uncertain of your future,don't worry,you have plenty of time to build one even though you're older than me.

But please,to my lady friends,don't give birth when you're older than god.



P.S Hope everyone dream crash through.

My first published short story.

I thought about/made up a funny story: 

Many years ago, a man left his wife to join the army and not before long he was shipped off to somewhere far, joining the frontline of a modern warfare.

They lost contact, a common tragedy during a war time.

When the war ended, the man was honourably discharged from the army.He took a plane, a ship, a train, a bus and a cab to get back to his hometown.

When he got back home, his wife was gone. Then he asked around the neighbours, hoping to find his wife.

2 days later, he stood on his wife's property, which is a stranger to him. He rang the bell.

The door opened, Kate showed up, she was shocked, then she slapped him.

Dialogue:

Kate: "I thought you were dead!!! how could you!?"
Josh: "The war set our bodies apart, but not our love. I still love you very very much."

Kate: "I haven't heard from you for years!!! Do you know my heart was broken?"
Josh: "I'm sorry, I couldn't sent you any mail..."

Another slapped.

Kate: "You COULDN'T fucking called??? Or you don't remember your own's home number????!!"


lol

comment

damn it
why so hard to leave a comment a
??

soup,
happy to see you wrote something here
you're right.
driving doesn't change anything
but,
we will always meet again
=D

Okay!
i give up use english to continue my writting

显，
好人不需要这样来定义的吧
就当那整个小时你是位病人好了
因为如果不然 你晕了
大家更是宁愿你本来是坐着的

五年
说长不长，说短不短
十年
是五年的两倍
算长了
一秒可以改变的东西很多
何况十年
其实不用plan
你可以每秒改变你的plan
对不？？

人生有什么才有意义
爱？？
这太抽象了吧
放小来看
家人？ 天生下来就知道重要了，然后呢？？我不知道怎样了。
朋友？多，又要分真的假的好的不爽的，头痛了。
男朋友？开心就一起，不开心就散咯。这样就简单多了~
同事&老板？同事不再背后插你一刀，老板不针对你就已经很好了！
还有什么？？
生活好像只是这些
不过就已经够“挑战”的了

我们应该都有同感
每次议论一大堆过后
又不懂自己在说什么了

我得赶上时间了
我们会再见的=）

晴

Look straight no can do

It's been a long time for a long time,since I last visited our blog.I remembered few months ago we were hugging and crying and shit,but now,everyone carries on.

I tried my best being a good person,and yet I failed.I failed humanity.I failed to give my seat to an elderly woman on bus the other day,I was too tired, but this isn't an excuse.I felt horrible for hours.

You may have all the good intentions,mighty thoughts,but if you do nothing and let everything not-right be the way they've always been,I'm sorry but you're a jerk.

People are always complaining,"fuck!what the hell?? my skirt is dirty!" "mum! I hate you!your cooking sucks!" "It's the third day since we broke up,I'm so sad and I feel like shit my pants!".........

I would really love to let these people eat my frozen shit in the fridge that serves like chocolate pie.Seriously,be thankful for what god's spared you.
You're mama didn't spend that much of money to make you a well-educated loser.

Let's play a game, look how many "I" I've used in this article.
And how many "you" have been put in it.

Me too is also an essential bastard who thinks the world revolves around him.

This is such a generation kill.

I thought I knew I'm gonna be who I wanted to be,but now I'm not so sure.Have you ever thought about your future? I mean,what are you gonna be in 10 years? And now that you're going to college,do you ever wonder the future still exist? Will the future have a spot for your profession?

I know I don't know,and I'm scared,and also tired of being scared.





P.S I love us.Always have always will. Best regards.

游荡

打blog，很懒。
不过天天12a.m爬上床也是睡不着，所以就逼自己不要酱早睡。

刚刚游荡了几个朋友的blog----静莉、健龙、珺爱、熙农、翠琳。。。。。
可能太久没看过“臭阿萧”的blog，不知几时lock起来了，要进都进不到，还要拿什么permission酱“芭比”。（难道有裸照）

大家都算踏出半个社会了，看来大家都有怀念那些年大家一起上课的日子。

想念，。，，。，。
好久没见到很多人了真想念大家，看到第47届毕联会的post真的希望bbq可以办得成。

Pasar Night的同仁很久没有聚会了，大家几时得空啊！！！
出去游荡游荡。。。

以前还没考车时，想去一个地方都难。
现在会驾车了，大家却在忙。。。KB

边在youtube听歌边打blog，瞒顺的啦！偷线是这样的啦。。。
听到Whitney Houston的歌，人死了，就这样死了。。。
大家都不知道自己几时会死，可能我打完这个blog就死了（不要误会，我没有要自杀）

有人死，必定有人生
今天3月2号，格南生日，祝他生日快乐！！！

p/s：不懂要说什么。哈哈哈。。。

Cherish the thought

Time passed through took so frigging fast just like blinking an eye,for me, I've been in 18 for almost 3 months, while most of my pals are already 19. Maybe it's the 93 sensation, we don't have any gap at all.~~~ish.

18 to 21,the year of every young adult's life,you maybe adult,but your also teenager.The difference it makes it's that people will start to assume you know what's best for yourself and you're fully capable of taking a lot of resposibilities.The truth is, you have no clue.

 I did things that I'm not proud of,everyone did,and yet we won't stop until the day we meet our maker.Because we're only human.


I try not to judge others but it's so hard when people around you is telling you how they think of others,then you start to wonder,WTF is wrong with this guy?


That is judging.Well...in a good intentional way.


After shutting down by one high profile(sort of) University,I don't feel like getting the Taiwai's result,what if I don't get any, all these months of waiting suddenly become nothing.An endless hole of nothingness.


Valentine's day has passed, I was hoping to see some drama at my working that day but non had showed.Then I realize I'm so pathetic.



P.S There wouldn't be us without you.

T.H.E (The Hardest Ever)

did the title look familiar? of course it is,I'm too busy to think of a new title ,so I just used Will.I.AM's new song's title. It fits my contents anyway...

It's hard to pretend not looking at your tits when your wearing low cut v-shaped clothe,even girls look at girls.--------------------this line is irrelevant,please ignore it.

Except for fews,we've known each other for like six years and more,it's so hard for me to accept that our relationships will be covered by layers and layers of age,and they'll eventually blurred away.-----------------------just sentimentally speaking.

High School is over,so are our old lives,I know it's kind of late to realize that but I have to say it.I lived it,and I don't regret it,everything I was supposed to do, I did.

The adjustment from being a high school kid to an adult who holds the resposibility of himself,is hard.And it's just a beginning.

Like I always say,and Linkin Park sings it: "the hardest part of ending is starting again".

Someone told me that'em been imagining me writing my own story,I mean,fictional story,guess what,I did a few times and tossed'em into the trashcan...I'm lack of imagination lately.

But if I go down to the path,I'll name myself 九把剪刀。

And I'll publish a book about us,

and in the credit author's note,I'll write "the following is a work of fiction,any resemblance to living or dead persons is purely coincidental."

"Especially you"

"Bitch"


P.S seriously,I have such good writing.

CNY

在这里恭祝大家新年快乐！万事如意！恭喜发财！手气通红！

新年发大财！！！

有没有发现？新春来到,天气转凉叻？然后花开到大大朵,很富贵叻？有叻～～～～

如果拿到100封有1块钱的红包！我就发啦！有100块诶！


发大财！

初二开工！很期待！会有很多顾客来派红包！爽死了！


哇！

桃花开到很大多哦！去注意一下！










P.S 他发的！

EH !

今天佛总派花红
but just for full time staff
他们每一个拿了都会嘴角上扬
就是 偷笑
但是最怕遇到part time的我们
因为我们会叫他们请吃
haha
又是一个月要过去了
又是一个离别
离开那边之前 我有什么收获??
有阿，一大堆的药名
show 一下
艾叶、白芍、柴胡、杜仲、淮牛漆、葛根、麦冬、紫苏叶……
很多
但是 功能就记不到几个
朋友
全部都是（包括两个近年龄的医师）
很照顾我 很不一样   有时很废 也给过我很宝贵的意见（催眠我读中医）
虽然他们多数聊的东西我很难明白
出外游玩可以增进感情 千真万确
医师方面
保持距离
年龄问题
还有两天
=）

旧的不去，新的不来
放下过去，迎接未来

不这么想
我会很难过

新年要来了
新年快乐！
对
可是很不想过
一个星期的假
说真的
我打算找工做
event,promoter,whatever

反正大家有家人要陪
我妈有工作要陪
我哥有女朋友要陪
干爸爸&妈妈
用一天来陪就好了

剩下的
钱
我来找你了=）

这么过
更充实


最近天气 热，炎热，非常热
又会偶尔下雨
超多人感冒的
甘&年饼要少吃
多喝开水是最好的

今天突然想起
我好像有欠
hean&soup的钱耶
但是多少又不太记得了

soup的生日刚过
都那么大了
你该不会为了没收到我们的礼物而感到伤心吧??
其实 很抱歉

我要随风飘~
如果我真的可以
但是我还是在乎 你们过得好吗??

 blah blah blah
that's ~

Irrelevant

Everybody wants to hangout,but not everyone seems to be able to find the time. Well,at least for me it's like that.

This is what happens after you graduated high school,going in to different directions,moving on to new stuff and stuck at work etc.

Life happens,shit happens.And good things happen too.

I'm a person who dreams big and live small,I hope one day I'll be living the dream,so I won't waking up realize IT'S ONLY JUST A DREAM.

Give it a thought,really,I know you won't be around me forever,and I know I won't call you after so many years.
I'll try my best holding on what's left and make it easier to pick up next time.

Happy moving on everyone.






P.S   I love you,especially the "me" part.My dearest friends.