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Saturday, May 1, 2010
trauma
once again, i break my rules, i blog, yet today is not 24th, can sense my helplessness now? she accidentally told me something i shouldnt know, no, is something i should know, finally i knew it, my rational is still there when i m down, i mean, 'dunno the truth is always better' is not a philosophy tat could be applied to me, i dun wan to escape
somethng happened few years ago, i knew it, but din really know, i din care about it b4, but now i know wat was happening, i couldnt accept
for me, past is not past, it's still there, if not, she wouldnt still remember it.....it even hurts me more than the year it happened, i will nvr forgive u, though it is a must for me to respect u
**nobody should ask me anything about tat
yesterday went steamboat in bandar baru v OS, hean, qing, CL, KY n ahseow...went back home late but din call n inform my parents, punishment: cannot go out v frens after 9pm..i'm ok v it, but i still wan to say something.......................... damn it!!
went to popular just now, wanted to buy storybook, but didnt buy any b4, didnt know how to choose, stood there n looked at the books for more than 10 minutes, at last went out v empty hand, cos i dun wan my first storybook makes me hving reading phobia, any suggestions about nice storybooks?
start reading bcos the person who luvs reading, i thought no one can change me but i m wrong
somethng happened few years ago, i knew it, but din really know, i din care about it b4, but now i know wat was happening, i couldnt accept
for me, past is not past, it's still there, if not, she wouldnt still remember it.....it even hurts me more than the year it happened, i will nvr forgive u, though it is a must for me to respect u
**nobody should ask me anything about tat
yesterday went steamboat in bandar baru v OS, hean, qing, CL, KY n ahseow...went back home late but din call n inform my parents, punishment: cannot go out v frens after 9pm..i'm ok v it, but i still wan to say something.......................... damn it!!
went to popular just now, wanted to buy storybook, but didnt buy any b4, didnt know how to choose, stood there n looked at the books for more than 10 minutes, at last went out v empty hand, cos i dun wan my first storybook makes me hving reading phobia, any suggestions about nice storybooks?
start reading bcos the person who luvs reading, i thought no one can change me but i m wrong
Sunday, April 25, 2010
学会制压
最近压力很大，戏剧辩论游戏档学会账簿......一下子来，老子也吃得苦瓜多，一个一个解决掉了。其实秘诀就是------当太监紧张的时候，身为皇帝的我就慢慢来，管他的。当日期迫近时，自然就有办法了。
The original post has been rewritten, because someone is facebooking me.
虽然拿了什么辩论冠军，但那只是运气好，而且稿又不是自己写的......没什么好高兴的。
P.S remember you didn't read this post, you don't speak about it.
The original post has been rewritten, because someone is facebooking me.
虽然拿了什么辩论冠军，但那只是运气好，而且稿又不是自己写的......没什么好高兴的。
P.S remember you didn't read this post, you don't speak about it.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
24th....random
zinc's here, today's 24th, so i blog...not a special day, i will just post something on this date
exam week, but who cares, i m still on9 n watching tv everyday, sometimes i m really ambitious n try to b nearly perfect, sometimes i m just a body without soul
recently i mentioned the coconut rite? this time was a big mango branch, broke n hit my car again, not windscreen, just the front part a bit kemik, i m immuned now, emotionless v a bit anger which was not shown
i will still choose to park under a tree, bcos i dun like hot sun, expose to the sun for a while will fall sick, kena few drops of rainwater will haaachiu for few days
tattoo
i hv just no idea, do i look like bad bad kid? or do i look lala?
everytime when i went sp n passed by the tattoo place, there's sure someone asked me to go for a tattoo, three times v diff ppl
even though if i wanted to hv one, where shud i tattoo? shoulder? neck? somewhere near breast or butt?
k, i m a close n traditional person, i dun wear sexy clothes when outing, i wear long long clothes like orang zaman dinasour, so y shud i hv tattoo since i wont show it to others, mayb few years later
there r few questions tat u dun hv to ask me
1) y must i shower takes at least half to one hour
2) y i brush teeth so long n somemore brushing in the living room
3) something about my family tat i dun mention
4) the reason i dun shake hands v ppl
5) i like guy or gal or both
6) sensitive question about somebody
7) my money...( u shudnt think tat i m rich just bcos i m spendthift)
u know u will get nonsense answer from me, watever u think i dun really mind, most of the time i m being too ego n living in my own little wonderful world, it can b just a person's habit which cannot b explained
k, bye...
exam week, but who cares, i m still on9 n watching tv everyday, sometimes i m really ambitious n try to b nearly perfect, sometimes i m just a body without soul
recently i mentioned the coconut rite? this time was a big mango branch, broke n hit my car again, not windscreen, just the front part a bit kemik, i m immuned now, emotionless v a bit anger which was not shown
i will still choose to park under a tree, bcos i dun like hot sun, expose to the sun for a while will fall sick, kena few drops of rainwater will haaachiu for few days
tattoo
i hv just no idea, do i look like bad bad kid? or do i look lala?
everytime when i went sp n passed by the tattoo place, there's sure someone asked me to go for a tattoo, three times v diff ppl
even though if i wanted to hv one, where shud i tattoo? shoulder? neck? somewhere near breast or butt?
k, i m a close n traditional person, i dun wear sexy clothes when outing, i wear long long clothes like orang zaman dinasour, so y shud i hv tattoo since i wont show it to others, mayb few years later
there r few questions tat u dun hv to ask me
1) y must i shower takes at least half to one hour
2) y i brush teeth so long n somemore brushing in the living room
3) something about my family tat i dun mention
4) the reason i dun shake hands v ppl
5) i like guy or gal or both
6) sensitive question about somebody
7) my money...( u shudnt think tat i m rich just bcos i m spendthift)
u know u will get nonsense answer from me, watever u think i dun really mind, most of the time i m being too ego n living in my own little wonderful world, it can b just a person's habit which cannot b explained
k, bye...
Friday, April 23, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Everyone's just the same
I've read many blogs and it seems like everyone is dealing with the depressing mood. Hey people, let me tell you something...while you're picturing others are having a very good life that you will never have, you're wrong. Sometimes people are afraid of letting other knows how their life really are because it's just the way it works. Like me, I fight with my mom every week I got home and I believe it's very rare of you who knows it because it's not necessary to tell you since you don't ask...but there's still someone who doesn't care about what other people think and they'll write every single detail on their blog or personal message in MSN.
Imagine a brighter future will simply do the magic if you're not a too "complicated" person. Things always get better tomorrow or someday after tomorrow, that's what I tell myself everyday even if it gets worse, it's just about time...Later or sooner, you'll get through hardest part without even noticing it. YOU GOT NUMB.
In the end it doesn't even matter, should you be happy that you're still breathing. Do not compare yourself with other people because they are no better than you, we're just on the same level.
P.S to everyone of you, don't screw up.
Imagine a brighter future will simply do the magic if you're not a too "complicated" person. Things always get better tomorrow or someday after tomorrow, that's what I tell myself everyday even if it gets worse, it's just about time...Later or sooner, you'll get through hardest part without even noticing it. YOU GOT NUMB.
In the end it doesn't even matter, should you be happy that you're still breathing. Do not compare yourself with other people because they are no better than you, we're just on the same level.
P.S to everyone of you, don't screw up.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Heartbreaking week
I'm so happy that this week has finally come to an end. Unfortunately my script was turned down by my so call "colleagues", I'm the director here OK? show me some respect FUCKER (I'll just use that word, I don't care anymore since Zinc is using it.), you people wanna do it your way I'm freaking fine with it (originally it was my idea...well, it was hard) because I'm totally flexible. The thing that fuck me up is I have to prepare the script base on their idea, I'm like a fucking scripting machine which is working for them. I don't feel like going to New Era College next week, we'll fail anyway.
The hardest week is coming, how can I survive it? God won't bless me because I haven't trusted him since whenever (I can't remember, if u guys have heard me yelling, shouting or screaming "OH MY GOD" it was just an expression).
I've been shutting myself up a bit lately but I still have to TALK to keep my social life ACTIVATING. When I hear something funny I will still laugh such as Zinc's coconut incident, sorry again Zinc, but it was way too funny for me.
P.S I don't want to be a living corpse.
The hardest week is coming, how can I survive it? God won't bless me because I haven't trusted him since whenever (I can't remember, if u guys have heard me yelling, shouting or screaming "OH MY GOD" it was just an expression).
I've been shutting myself up a bit lately but I still have to TALK to keep my social life ACTIVATING. When I hear something funny I will still laugh such as Zinc's coconut incident, sorry again Zinc, but it was way too funny for me.
P.S I don't want to be a living corpse.
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