I am So Horny

I dunno y,I'm so horny all the time.
Maybe it's the graduation thing gettin on my nerve.
I juz wanna like watch dramas n movies n porns to forget the coming exam,the Judgement day.10 answer sheets,will do the judging of my 3 years study or whatever it is.

I act totally cool but I'm actually freaking the fuck out.
Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit  or  shits.
I dun wanna leave high school,but I'm actually kinda excited about it.


I dunno what I'm thinkin but is college really necessary? Well,since 90% of high skul graduates r going, it kinda does.
But I wanna juz get a job n earn money then go on travelling.

I wanna scream on the highest spot of Machu Picchu.
Surfing at the beaches in California.
Tanning under the sun of Bali.
Explore the subway system in New York.
Backpacking in wherever and being forced to not shower over a week.

And I dun think I can do all that with packages.

Oh my god! I'm not even graduated yet and I'm talkin all this shit here.
Exams really kill ppl.

I dun wanna start everything witn an "I".

I...oh shit, Idid it again.

So mess up I am.
Whatever,I don't care.
Hey,what if I purposely fail my exam and that'll leave me no choice so I can do all those things?
Brilliant but Nah...life is too short,so why rush to to dream instead of take the longest  way around?

We all end up dead either way,so fuck it.
I personally think that to die is the greatest adventure of my life.Bcuz I'm dying every second and everyone does too.
But no one lives like dying,everyone juz so concern about what other ppl think,it's how the world works.

When we graduated frm primary skul,what then?
probably 40 plus days frm nw, what now?
After 3/4 years of college,what then?

Life is a bitch,and it's fantastic.




P.S I'm seriously thinking about pursuing writing shit as a future carreer of mine.