Pasar Night

busy searching places for the end-year-trip, anyway, i still fail to find any cool places with affordable price

( there was a day i went out v a group of frens from ph n one of them de pasar nite member, i was thinking to ask others pasar nite ppl out together but i was not allowed for the reason given to me tat they didn't know each other n it might make the situation weird n icy...
but the day b4 i promised h tat i will hang out v him on monday, but tat time i really couldnt find anyone to accompany me there, so i said cancelled it, after tat guilt-ridden tat i hung out v a group of ppl frm ph tat i ain't not so close to but cancelled de outing v a close fren)
dis is something tat happened quite long ago..i dun wan to keep it cos i m kinda person tat not easily get over it when i feel wrong, i'm just sorry

P.S. i luv u frens