So sad it's almost tragic

把我的悲伤,留给自己(不懂做么打不到句号)
你的也可以给我一点,让我帮你分担下,反正我都很衰了...我一个人死好过两个人死

大家不要担心,我只是最近有点sentimental......

很多人很喜欢看韩剧,我却慢慢讨厌它(电影不算)

为什么?让我来帮你分析一下:
男主角,女主角相识相恋,爱得死去活来,高潮迭起.
突然间杀出他们其中一个的前度男女朋友,出来搞破坏,身为观众的我还真想把我隔壁的烟灰缸丢过去...

可是如果没有他们,韩剧就不好看了.....男女主角必需用"爱"排除万难,把他们逼向墙角,甩尽眼泪和大喊:"oppa! oppa! sarangheiyo! wei gu deh? wei yo? chu got soh!!! e...e...err....!!!"
当他们这样的时候,就满足了观众的变态心理,白马王子与公主终于在一起了,而配角们都会突然领悟"真谛"和大方接受......现实中,他们都会泼主角们镪水...

So sad it's almost tragic.

毕业考结束,考得不对...
有一半不及格,很不爽,不爽到......想...想变爽..?..

p.s you know you love me, XOXO.

I am So Horny

I dunno y,I'm so horny all the time.
Maybe it's the graduation thing gettin on my nerve.
I juz wanna like watch dramas n movies n porns to forget the coming exam,the Judgement day.10 answer sheets,will do the judging of my 3 years study or whatever it is.

I act totally cool but I'm actually freaking the fuck out.
Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit  or  shits.
I dun wanna leave high school,but I'm actually kinda excited about it.


I dunno what I'm thinkin but is college really necessary? Well,since 90% of high skul graduates r going, it kinda does.
But I wanna juz get a job n earn money then go on travelling.

I wanna scream on the highest spot of Machu Picchu.
Surfing at the beaches in California.
Tanning under the sun of Bali.
Explore the subway system in New York.
Backpacking in wherever and being forced to not shower over a week.

And I dun think I can do all that with packages.

Oh my god! I'm not even graduated yet and I'm talkin all this shit here.
Exams really kill ppl.

I dun wanna start everything witn an "I".

I...oh shit, Idid it again.

So mess up I am.
Whatever,I don't care.
Hey,what if I purposely fail my exam and that'll leave me no choice so I can do all those things?
Brilliant but Nah...life is too short,so why rush to to dream instead of take the longest  way around?

We all end up dead either way,so fuck it.
I personally think that to die is the greatest adventure of my life.Bcuz I'm dying every second and everyone does too.
But no one lives like dying,everyone juz so concern about what other ppl think,it's how the world works.

When we graduated frm primary skul,what then?
probably 40 plus days frm nw, what now?
After 3/4 years of college,what then?

Life is a bitch,and it's fantastic.




P.S I'm seriously thinking about pursuing writing shit as a future carreer of mine.

The day of Silent

上个星期学校假期，正是个欠打的假期...
无所事事又无聊透顶的我，除了睡当然就是咬咯...
结果咬到牙龈痛...就拼命忍了...真的痛到发烧发痒发癫，fa!
我就告诉我妈说：妈！我终于懂你生我时候的痛了！
（妈：省点吧！）
为了让我从发狂的情绪冷静下来，我只好转成无声状态。

所以假期里，从一个每晚聊skype的我变成每天开着skype看着天花板呆子；
又从每天6餐（早餐，午餐，晚餐，下午茶，宵夜在加通宵妈麽）变到每天两餐；
从午餐晚餐2碗饭加1碗汤再加点心零食变到半饭加汤...+_+

9月5日    星期一
因我因不舒服而没去上课，
晚上我回学校，带着无语的心情回宿舍。
hand不在，感觉osyter好像想跟我讲话，
但他知道他会好对着一道墙讲话,
就感觉他好像很无奈将...

9月6日   星期二
从早上到下午，都感觉时间过得好慢，
就觉的是不是是最近的天气是不是太热把我给闷晕了，
结果当然就不是。
我发现我好像很陶醉于沉默了，
静静看着周遭说发生的事。
除了陶醉，也很开心不用站起来回答问题。

9月7日   星期三
我依然是如此。
在上课的时候，
有个人问我：你开嘴不怕口臭啊？！
我：不用紧，我有刷牙。你一直开嘴不怕发霉啊？
他：不怕，我都没刷牙的...+_+
我发现原来时间很慢过时因为说话，
我平常把太多的时间放在聊天了,
随着减少说话，时间也变多了。
所以换作是做我后面的那个的话，
她应该很快就闷死咯！
我不说就不说，但在晚间自习时，
我却被一个人弄到很想对他说话，
他真的有种让我很想说话冲动...
还好还是忍下来了。

9月8日   星期四
我心里面开始有一种像是感觉还是什么的，
它会让我想表达事情的时候，提醒或阻止我说话，
让我觉得说话时错的那样...
我就开始觉得应该够了，
这时间已足够让我思考很多事了。
我想如果继续这样下去，
迟早有一天，早上起来时，
我会发不了声音，
从此患上心理障碍型哑巴了...

9月9日   星期五
我终于结束了几天的沉默，
说起来也真好笑，
我说起话来竟然会觉的很不习惯...
这真是一个很不错的玩法，
或者是一个很好的冷静方法。
此经验，我永生难忘。

Questionable questions being questioning

Why do we have to make everything perfect?
I mean,try to make things perfect?

does choice define identity?
if it were, does it mean that being a teen mum makes you a MILF?

I never chose where I belong, my choices brought me where I am.
Because I never get to choose. We never get to choose.
I mean, come on, let's face it.If you're dumb,ugly,low self-esteem,freak-acting and shit...if you wanna be my friend,you can go fuck urself.

Lady gaga sings about identity, everyone born on the right track and it's ok to be who we are.
But the thing is,it's not ok when others hate you for who u r.
What if one day I go all "naruto - running " like BOSS ?

We pretend we don't pretend.

How would you introduce urself when making frens?

No one tells the truth.
If u wan me to be honest next time I'd be like: "Hi,my name is Wong Loong Hean, you can call me Hand but don't expect me to give u a handjob.And I don't think ppl give a shit about me,are we done talking? cuz I'm about to fuck off."

People like to show off,you browse facebook looking at others' happy life, well, it's not always what it seems.
Maybe the one you've been jealous of has a tears souked pillow that can grow mushroom.

I'm a bit getting use to the swearing thing...I don't knw why...but it felt good everytime i say it and I fucking don't care what u think...if u wanna say something,well, SHUT THE Front door.

I'm a twat sometime.


P.S    If you see me getting smaller, don't be grieving,I've got the right to disappear.

我觉得凡事都会回到原点
就像地球是圆的

天啊
最近很喜欢讲这句
就很顺口阿

这段日子好多人讲我变了
天啊
又怎样？？
我又为什么要不变？？
就算变了又有多碍事？？
就所以感情要变质吗？？

就像xx家的猪参种了，它还是猪

就像肥婆莉说的，“干嘛那么在乎？”
我就这样想
而且一定有人可以接受这样的我地
=）

天啊
老卢去展开她的新生活了
知道她还是会回来
只是
不习惯！！

不习惯没有看到她
她的笑声+笑脸

希望不会有这个机会为她掉眼泪

那就没人半夜还陪我去喝茶了~
对不对？？肥婆~

到最后，我还是回到宁静又精彩的生活~

原点有几个？？
最好有很多个
那就没差了~

^^
想念的感觉还是挥不去><

或许明天
就不会有这种怪怪的感觉了
=）
咳
落空~

就是这个样子~

=D

[只要我们相信，我们就不曾改变]


晴。

Ivan you scared me lo~

nice memo~

i am just want to upload this~
=D

I MY ME MINE ...