Everyone's just the same

  I've read many blogs and it seems like everyone is dealing with the depressing mood. Hey people, let me tell you something...while you're picturing others are having a very good life that you will never have, you're wrong. Sometimes people are afraid of letting other knows how their life really are because it's just the way it works. Like me, I fight with my mom every week I got home and I believe it's very rare of you who knows it because it's not necessary to tell you since you don't ask...but there's still someone who doesn't care about what other people think and they'll write every single detail on their blog or personal message in MSN.

  Imagine a brighter future will simply do the magic if you're not a too "complicated" person. Things always get better tomorrow or someday after tomorrow, that's what I tell myself everyday even if it gets worse, it's just about time...Later or sooner, you'll get through hardest part without even noticing it. YOU GOT NUMB.

  In the end it doesn't even matter, should you be happy that you're still breathing. Do not compare yourself with other people because they are no better than you, we're just on the same level.


P.S to everyone of you, don't screw up.

Heartbreaking week

  I'm so happy that this week has finally come to an end. Unfortunately my script was turned down by my so call "colleagues", I'm the director here OK? show me some respect FUCKER (I'll just use that word, I don't care anymore since Zinc is using it.), you people wanna do it your way I'm freaking fine with it (originally it was my idea...well, it was hard) because I'm totally flexible. The thing that fuck me up is I have to prepare the script base on their idea, I'm like a fucking scripting machine which is working for them. I don't feel like going to New Era College next week, we'll fail anyway.

  The hardest week is coming, how can I survive it? God won't bless me because I haven't trusted him since whenever (I can't remember, if u guys have heard me yelling, shouting or screaming "OH MY GOD" it was just an expression).
 
   I've been shutting myself up a bit lately but I still have to TALK to keep my social life ACTIVATING. When I hear something funny I will still laugh such as Zinc's coconut incident, sorry again Zinc, but it was way too funny for me.

P.S I don't want to be a living corpse.

巴士..

今天找赞助成功了。。好开心哦。。
回家时，塔巴士。。
第一次看到巴士司机是华人，
那个司机人很好，因为。。。
要到我家时有个外劳，
外劳说他是新来的，
他不懂他要去的地方在哪里，
只是说在SELANGOR，
但是selangor那么大，
司机没骂他还问他要去哪里。。
他们一直沟通不来。。司机还叫我问他，
我不懂要怎样帮那个外劳。。
最后那个司机叫他拿地址出来。。
结果怎样我不知道，我已经到家了。。
只是知道那个司机会载他到他要去的地方。。
真是一个好司机呐。。

做好事，存好心，说好话。。才会遇到贵人吧。。

很累..

今天很累..不知道为什么..上完课后去补习..
那个国语不是我要的..那个是补SPM的。。
哎。。明天要去征求水果。。希望不要再被拒绝。。
加油。。讨厌明天的额外。。整年练来练去都是这些东西。。
虽然我知道我做到不是很好。。但是还是很讨厌。。SHIT..

emo times 10000, fuck it

crying in tuition just now, didnt wan to cry, but after those ppl kept comforting me then i started to cry, i usually dun cry in front of ppl

parking at roadside near my skul, after the prefects' meeting, i supposed to drive to tuition, but my main window glass !@#$%%, i realized a stupid coconut fell from the tree n knocked the main window mirror of my car (not small part, almost half the mirror)
-after tat, my mood was terrible, half dead in tuition waiting the class to end
-then, went to fill up petrol, stopped at the wrong side, moved the car for few times so the paip was long enuf
-didnt realize tat i drove 130km/h on highway which is only allowed to drive 80km/h until i reached the smart tag toll

when i told my dad, he just said "nvm, cried wat la? now u learnt a lesson right?"
but i know he actually minds, change tat window mirror will cost RM1000++, somemore the mirror is 100% UV protection n 20% black mirror ( they purposely changed the normal original mirror to this type of mirror for me tat time buying)

planned to changed my Besta using my own savings, but now can just forget it, i'm guilty enuf n i'll use back the old one

 i wan to chop down tat coconut tree

疑憾 。。

原来我错过那么多东西..
之前的我来不及参于..
之后的一定会有我..
爱你们哦..
你们都没把我忘记..
感动..
以后我会多写blog de..

Holy shit...

  I'm not gonna lie. I skipped today's school because I slept really late today, I woke up in the 8 in the morning. So I just let myself pass.

  I know I have a lot of responsibility to take such as Drama Practice!!! they are lucky today.

  Not gonna any fake medical certificate this time, because I dunno where else to get one.

 P.S I ain't lazy